countdown starts only 5 days are left in sem xams ......after dinner at deepu's dhaba friends are talking.....
"bhai bas 5 din bache hain yar kaise hoga meri to fati padi hai....salo is bar to back pakki hai....."
one of them "chutiye har bar ka tera yahi hai  sala rota rahega aur sabse jyada numbers le k yahi aayega....is bar jo teri back na aai beta to dekh mai kya karta hu tere sath...."
3rd one....."abe 5 din hain abhi sab ho jayega sab ho jayega....sessional xams diye to the 3 unit usme ki taiyar hai   baki bachi 2 to kar lenge be ....."
this is the end of discuusion the final statement comes out that everything will be managed just chill.....
afer that they all concentrated on  the last bus which is from bijnore to alambagh.. they chanllenged each other   "abe kiske me dam hai chalne ka???? 1st one abe mai to hamesa taiyar hi rahta hu but paise nahi hai mere pas..... 2nd - abe ATM le k aaya hu mai but bus fare???? 3rd - abe 5 logo ka ho jayega.....4th- abe yar maine kuch v nahi padha bhai log.....5th- chal be ab ro mat pure sem nahi padha to ek rat me kalidas nahi ho jayega ...."
at the end the bus stooped and are on the way to alambagh........
at alambagh :
ab kya kare ....salo le k to aa gaye ho faltu ka yar time barbad karte rahte hain ham sab.....
ab aa gaye hain to chalo charbagh dekhte hain kya mahaul hai......waise bhi abhi kuch sahi sa rahta to hai nahi...fir bhi chalo aa gaye hain to karna kya hai ek chai piyenge..........abe mujhe bhukh bhi lagi hai ek band bhi khila dena.......chup be bhikhari sala chalne ki baat hoti hai to paise nahi hain aur bhukh bhi sabse pahle isi ko lagti hai.....abe chal koi nahi kha lenge...pahle chale to yaha se......
bhaiya chai ban jayegi kya?? achhi wali tagdi.......
chaiwala- haan bhai baithiye.......
abe yar ye internal marks ka lafda bada bhayankar hai yar.....sale ka internal dene me jata kya hai aakhir...% to usi se ban ni hai......warna 80% kisi k external thode na aate hain....
haan be kal chal k mile kya ........
kuch nahi hoga be fir se attendence dekhne lagega aur bhasan dega so alag.......
ab jo hoga dekha jayega.....
abe uska suna aajkal kisi aur k sath ghumne lagi hai......"sach me??????"
abe uska to pahle se koi chakkar hai na.....
are fir bhi sala yaha kaun kis k sath kab dikh jaye koi thikana thode hai....
abe jane de hame kya karna...jo jismekhus rahe ham to apni masti me mast hai.....
bahiya chai seese ki glass me dena.....are bhai log us glass me hi to feel aata hai chai ka...sale deepu ko kitni bar bola ki ssese wali glass le aaya but dhabe pe itni ladai hoti hai ki wo bechara bhi kya kare......
chai comes and now with the sip of tea.......
chai to sahi bani hai bhai....ho jayega ki ek ek aur????
salo paise nahi hain mere pas......
achha mei de dunga iska.....bhai ek ek chai aur bana do.......
abe chal k padhana bhi hai.......kuch padha nahi hai aab tak.....
abe sale tu reminder hai kya bar bar yad dilata hai ki padhna hai....hostel ja k aur karenge kya padhenge hi to......
abe yar 3 baj gaye chalna nahi hai kya.......chalenge be...lambu jee ki auto mil jayegi.....dnt wry......
abe auto to tab milegi na jab yaha se chaloge.......
achha ye chai khatm kar k chalte hain.....
abb thodi thodi neend bhi aa rahi hai yar....
achha ab chalte hain..
chai k paise kaun dega????mai bas 5 chai k dunga......
abe de de yar abhi auto k bhi 100 dene honge....
yar hamesa chai k mai hi deta hiu..ye sahi nahi nahi......sale sare bhikhariyo se dosti ho gai hai.....
The time is now 3.30am
at auto stand in charbagh the meet lambu jee ...they dont know his name. he is a auto driver and he meet always when these all friends coming in late night...he is a vey tall man so that they denoted him as lambu jee...
so lambu jee is ready to go at college hostel......he plays very gud songs and the friends match their voice with agam nigam other singers.....
at 5 am they reached to the hostel and used to sleep........now 4 days are left  in sem xams.......

samay beet te der nahi lagti........din mahino me aur mahine barso me badalte jate hain.....jane kitne hi log jo hamare jeevan me aate hain samya k sath unki yade mit ti jati hain.......jeevan k kai hisse hain...bacpan fir kishorawastha, fir jawani aur fir ant me budhapa.....har phase me ham kafi logon se milte hain unse dosti hoti hai aur fir dhire dhire samay k sath wo apne apne jagah chale jate hain....

aisa nahi hai ki ye bas mere sath hai...aap sab apne apne phase ko yad kare to pata chalega jane kitne naam jo apko yad bhi nahirahte na hi unka chehra yad rahta hai....sayad isliye ki hame jarurat nahi rahti unki...

samy k sath insan ki jarurte badlti rahti hai aur wo usi k hisab se apne frnds banata hai.......

mai khud yad karta hu apne bachpan k school ko jaha jane kitne log ham sab sath padhte the....jaha sabkuch eksaman tha ...no kuch khone ka dar na kuch pane ki ichha.....haan hamare school me ham me ek compitition ki bhawna ko hamesa rakha .......jaha 1st aane ko ek abhutpurwa uplabdhi samjha jate tha....khair mai sayad apne bat se kahi bhatak raha hu....

haan to fir bhi puri class ko ek dost samjha jata tha....ab mai kitni bhi kosis karta hu bahut kam chehre yad aate hain....kuch ab bhi sath hain jinse sampark lagatar bana hua but kahte hain na ki ek bar communication gap ho jaye to us tarah ki understanding hona  kafi muskil ho jata hai.....

aisa hota hai k  k un dosto me se jo sath khele hain masti ki hai aage chal k kuch yad nahi rahta ..na naam na chehra.....barso bad jab unka pata lagta hai to sabkuch badla hua.....naam bhi, chehra bhi.....chahra to sayad samay k hisab se sabka badalta hai aur naam to certificate pe depend karta hai.....

to haan kisi medium se jab pata lagta hai ki ye wo hi hai jo kabhi hamare sath tha lekin sabkuch badla hua....to dil pata nahi kyu ye jarur sochta hai ki kya mujhe start karne chahiye????? agar mai use yad na hou to???? jane kaisa reaction hoga???? kyoki hamare ander ek igo naam ka dar aa chika hota hai jise ham hurt nai hone dena chahte....ye sab kuch swabhawik hota hai jispe apna koi bas nahi hota.....

fir bhi dil me jane kitni yado k badal umadbe ghumadne lagte hain.....jo kabhi kabhi aankho se baras bhi jate hain agar aap use na sambhal sake to....lekin aap use bata nahi sakte ki aapke dil me kya chal raha hai..kyoki beech me ye igo ghusa hua hai jise chah kar bhi hatana muskil hai....

khair bate kafi uljhi hui lag rahi hain ...mai khud nahi samjh paa raha ki mai aakhir kahna kya chahta hu ......sayad wahi jo koi bhi barso baad apne bachpan me kuch hi samay k liye sahi sath rahe dost k liye kahega.....but keval aur keval apne aap se us dost se nahi....................

(19/01/13)